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OH SHIT!

2 Dec

oh shit oh shit oh shit!!! As usual, me and ‘JO’ went to stalk him. But yea……my life was never awesome……….I didn’t expect him to be at the balcony doing laundry…….So I just walk out like nothing and look up at his balcony……..And  suddenly I saw him..when I tried to run away, he saw me…….He stared for quite some time……….which means he might be really sure it was me……..I don’t know what to do….so,I just slowly walk away then I make some sound….”ehemm”.,,,and then run to ‘JO’………………….I was worried like shitttttt………..I was so scared he would ask me during church service or something…..I’m very scared he would approach me and ask me why I was there…..me and ‘JO’ quickly think of a reason to explain if he HAPPEN to ask……We plan to say we went to visit my grandma’s friend there…haha LOL….i know….it’s very lame…. xD ….I’m still worry……I really never expect him to be at the balcony!! Of all time,..why when I’d decide to simply walk out and look…………Usually he would be watching tv………haih……I don’t know how to face him tomorrow at church….how………. 😥 my pride is goneeeeeeeee……………… *singing~ “Tell me why, you’re so hard to forget, don’t remind me, I’m not over it,..Tell me why, I can’t seem to face the truth, I’m just a little too not over you..”* Anyway-y-y-y,…before this,…when me and ‘JO’ was on the way back from VBS (Vacation Bible School), we saw someone who look like ‘D’……so, we followed him…….he went to the japanese garden to play basketball……me and ‘JO’ pretended to sit at the swing…..but when we decided to walk home, he saw us and greet us,,so we greet back and continue walking home…..SUDDENLY, he threw the basketball onto ‘JO’s back….I was SO SHOCK!! O.O He followed us…..we wanted to stalk ‘someone’ so we lied and said we want to go mini mart (which is near his house) After we reach there, I buy my stuff…then he went back……so me and ‘JO’ went to stalk ‘someone’………..and yea,….there’s how it all started……. I’m not sure is this a good thing or not……… *^*

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26 Nov

Okay,…I have a crush on someone in church AGAIN! LOL! He’s so much better than the one I like before. At least he’s not a playboy -.- It was raining heavily just now. I took the umbrella and walk with ‘JO’ to church. I put the umbrella outside the church because it’s still a little wet. When the church service is over, I went home with my ex-tuition teacher. The minute I reach home, I realized I forgot to take my umbrella! So, I walk to the church with my grandma cause my parents aren’t at home (FYI, it’s at night so my ex-tuition teacher thinks it’s dangerous for me to walk home and so she fetch me home everytime after church service). When I reached the church, I suppose nobody will be there because it’s already almost 11pm. And it’s really embarassing because I forgot about my umbrella and walk all the way back there to take it. >< I told my grandma to wait and I went up to take the umbrella. Shockingly, HE was there!!! *_* At the same time, I’m happy~ ^.^ He asked me, “You haven’t go back ar?” Then I just smile. And take my umbrella. I’m blushing that time so I don’t dare to look at him. >///<  Then he asked, “You walking back?” then I answer “Yes”. I was hoping him to ask, “Do you want me to walk you back” or something like that… but he didn’t ;__: Anyway, so I walk down and walk back with my grandma. I’m not sure am I suppose to be happy or sad~ Haih,..even if he wanna walk me back, my grandma is there. LOL. The past 4 days, me and ‘JO’ have been stalking him. HEHE! xD We found out where he stay~ wheeee~ But still,…I’m not pretty….so impossible he’ll like me… ‘S’ said if it’s the guy who confess to you, he’ll like you more. And if you(girls) confess to guy, they won’t fully accept your love unless they like you as well. I guess he treats me like a normal friend and I’m just thinking too much…He have a girlfriend but I’m not sure if they’re still together cause they don’t seem to talk to each other in church. o.o What should I do?? Everytime I like a guy, they won’t like me back. And I don’t think they even know I like them~ 😥 Not like ‘C’…she have ‘D’ but they broke up already because ‘C’ don’t trust him and think it’s just a puppy love~ -.- She just don’t know how to appreciate~ WHAT SHOULD I DO?? If I confess, and he don’t accept my love, then it’ll be more worse. I’ll end up feeling really awkward with him………………………………….haih~~~~~~~ It’s okay,…….I have faith in God. If I have fate with him, we’ll sure be together someday. I’ll follow God’s will~ 🙂